WHO REALLY AM I????? !!!!!!!

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:49 AM



I am JONATHAN DELA PIEDRA ORBUDA, a quite some 20 yrs. old and


i am a person with regretion of my past and i wanted to changed those failure of my past just to satisfied my feelings right now!


I am an illigitimate child, grown up with lack of love. I am a person that appreciate a small things.I an a frustrated talented person. Frustrated because i do believe that i cant spread my wings and show my talents in times during i saw other person who can do also things that i can do, it has something to do with insecurity,i feel that that i can accomplished and succeed all things that ive wanted to happen. It has something to da with my anbition. Maybe that's the reason why it is difficult to me when i failed my expectation to do a task. I don't want to fail to hurt my feelings and ego. I wanted that all are perfect,but i didnt admit it to my self that im a quite perfectionist.I think that there are lots of person that are the factors affect in achieving the goals in my life. Theese were the person who teach me to plant hatred, and i think this hatred will arrouse me to be a succesfull one individual to show them all that i can be the best that i can be, in all fields. Maybe that will be the time i will feel a huge hapiness! A COMPLETE JONATHAN ORBUDA, NOT ONLY IN PHYSICAL CONFIGURATION BUT A WHOLE BEING!


jonathan orbuda write:

I USED TO HAVE A PIERCE

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:48 AM

RAKISTA

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:44 AM
RAKISTA
I posed in a mini-mag. You know what thats my favorite get up when i was 17 years of age! A rocker get up, i dont know,i really dont know how come i liked being a rakista get up,yet i dont even love rock music. Thoose black colors, it was popularized by chemical romance,and our local band like HALE,and etc.
There are also severals or much better i say that, LOTS of thoose trying hard to become a rocker. They are about to wear black colors, yet they look like a goth not a rocker,or they look like a cult. And sometimes if thoose rocker-wannabee wears they look like a beggar in a street because they are black complexion and then they use to wear black, they look like beggar not taking a bath with in one year
Thats the reason why i stopped being and aficionado of rocker including outfits. I told to my self that its not the outfit who brings you up, its you who brings your self wether if your comfortable or felt anxiety to yous get up. Not like thoose wears lot of chain in the body and the only missing is a padluck to consider as a door! Im not offinsing anybody. Im just telling my perception becuase i also experiences thoose things that being aficionado of rocker without noticed that i looked like a rocker wannabee

jonathan orbuda write:

STUDYING IS MY PASSION

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:41 AM
EVER SINCE I REALLY LOVE STUDYING

MY PHILOSOPHY IN LIFE

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:24 AM
MY PHILOSOPHY IN LIFE
Mrs. Shelanie Dacumus my ENGLISH 2 literature instructress give the prelim exam for 2nd semester for the year 2007-2008. This essay was part of the exam. We are going to compose an essay applying the coherence, unity, and emphasis of writing. Maam DACUMOS give me the grade of 10, 3 for the UNITY, 3 for the COHERENCE, 4 for the EMPHASIS,AND MAAM DACUMOS HAD A WRITTEN REACTION ON MY UPPER PART OF THE TEST BOOKLET SAYING THATANGER IS BAD, HATRED IS WORST! That was the phrase she write at my paper!






MY PHILOSOPHY IN LIFE



"hatred will lead me to success!"this is my own philosophy in my life. i do believe that hatred wil stimulates my ego to strike for an industrious act of mine to be able to achieve my goal in my life.Hatred toward my biological parents who abandon thier child. Their child who plants hatred towards them. I knew that hatred is a bad virtue according to thoose who experience a total human development,yet for thoose who suffer from abandonment from thier parents,it is a MOTIVATION TO BECOME A SUCCESSFUL ONE.

MOTIVATION it is because i want to show someday to my parents that i cant stand by on my own. Never begging them to subsidies me,financially and even love. This motivate me to study hard,and someday somehow my parents will going to ask a sorry from me. They will going to apology me for what they have done to me!
Therefore. I'lld rather had bad times on my own than to ask help to my parents. I'lld rather to plant hatred as long as i can show them that i can be the best that i can be!





jonathan orbuda write:


ITS ME THE BOY NEXT DOOR

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:19 AM

BUSINESS ADMINASTRATION CLASSMATES

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:17 AM
BSBA students

university of rizal system has two umbrella,it composed of two colleges.The college of business and commerce (CBC) and college of information and management (CITM).Under the umbrella of citm courses are computer science and technology (CST) and Bachelor of science in information and management (BSIM).While under cbc courses are Bachelor of sciencd in office administration (BSOA). Bachelor of science in accounting(BSA),The last one is Bachelor of science in business administration(BSBA). in BSBA, there are four major namely,ECONOMICS, BANKING AND FINACE, MIT, AND MANAGEMENT. During freshy year and sophie, we dont have major yet that time. And that was my course BSBA.

BSBA is the most populated course in U.R.S.B. Base on my observation 90% of the students in U.R.S.B. Taking up BSBA. I have lot of classmates and i ask them why they took that course and they answered they didnt know the reason why. Some answer,unconsciously they wrote the course in the form when they took for the intrance exam. And they didnt able to change it. And i also admit even me as of now im in the crises to divide weither i will continue BSBA or i will going to shift into another courses. But one thing i will assure in BSBA, I Found out happiness and espicially the tuition fee quitly cheaper than the other courses. As long as i can finish BSBA , it doesnt matter someday my job will not fit my course. SA HIRAP BA NAMAN NG BUHAY NA TO! PIPILI KA BA NAMAN NG MAMAHALIN!










IM WITH MY ULTIMATE CRUSH

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:12 AM
Kristel Dayao


Kristel Dayao is my crush, she is one of glamorous woman ive seen. She is a graduate of BCC. And i found her beautifull yet she has so many suitors and boyfriends. In class standing she is an average. She is a shy type person and sometimes she posses an improper shyness which i hated.
One day in school, we dont have a class for one period. It is almost 1 hour and 30 minutes. So my friends and classmates decide to go to benjes. Benjes is a hang out place of students. You can play there a billiard and it has also a vedioke where in you can sing, all you need is to insert a coin in exchange of one song. So i sang as well as my clasmates the other are playing billiards. Everybody enjoy
"kuya athan", kristel dayao called my name. So i asked her,why? "will you please go with me,bring me outside from here. I want to go home." she asked a favor for me. And i told her "sorry! I have to sing first."that time its my turn to sing. "Please,kuya!"kristel beg. So i go with her outside at benjes, when someone ask me if who i am. I saw a man riding a scooter and if im not wrong he is the boyfriend of kristel. I notice the face of the man turn into a bad mood when he saw me. "who is he ?" asked the man to kristel. "He is my friend "kristel answered. I cant imagine they were confronting infront of me. I was shocked that time ,i cant believe i was in between the fight of lovers quarrel. Supposedly im just accompanying kristel to go outside because she beg it for me. And now i cant believe the scenario. They are fighting because of me. That man felt a jelous towards me.but he didnt even know the real story yet he is judging base on what she saw..... I go back to benjes and leave the two of them.
The next day "kristel apologized for what happened, and i answered. "NEXT TIME TOLD YOUR BOYFRIEND NOT TO DOUBT ME OR TO ANY BOYS WHO ARE WITH YOU WHILE WALKING !" I answered.

jonathan orbuda write:










VIETNAMESE FRIEND AND KRISTEL

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 9:57 PM

MY HAPPY EXPERIENCE IN THE UNIVERSITY OF RIZAL SYSTEM AS S STUDENT ASSISTANT

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 8:58 PM
READ THIS BLOG WHERE IN I NARATE MY LIFE!!!

THE ONLY VEHICLE GOING TO THE PAST IS MY MEMORIES

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 2:52 AM



i used to work as a front liner for the men's apparel store,when i was 16 yrs old , at early age I'm already a independent person, that time i worried if do i able to subsidies my needs especially foods. but that time im responsible enough to find ways just to proove that i can stand my own feet. because i dont have parents to provide shelter,the only thing i know is i have to work because im an abandon illigitemate child, that picture captured in the in the store,

BEYOND DISCRIPTION DAY!!!!!

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 12:01 AM

WATTA A DAY!!!!!!! this day we have a prelim exam for english subject. and guest what we need to write a perfect composition toward life philosophy. my philosophy in my life is HATRED WILL LEAD ME TO SUCCESS!!! why because i have lots of regret ion since when i was young!!!

IT IS NOT ONLY A HOBBY!!! ITS A PASSION

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 10:55 PM


We the varsity dance sports are wondering that we were not recognized by the school ...........
wondering that we were not recognized by the school yet the adviser. We are seeking for the action and answer.
This is my short story, the ursb were conducting a tryout for those who are interested to become a varsity in the field of ballroom specially in CLASSIC STANDARD AND LATIN AMERICAN, so me, myself as will as my partner were used to attend that the said try out, and we passed, we used to practice every now and then, we used to search in the net, just to look for the lifting of the said dance routine, and we are really happy during that time because we perfectly combined the routine of tango, waltz, jive, foxtrot, and madam @#@#@#@Myself and my partner because we are going to compete, but they said later on that we are not going to compete because the dance sport team have no fund to produce a glamorous costume for the team, I answered that its ok to me that, even we produced our own needs for as long as we compete,
The frustration is very difficult to heal. My partner and I, had a background of ballroom dancing, me myself used to compete in SHALL WE DANCE (its ur time to shine) that was Feb. of this year and aired TV abc 5 that was march and im one of the 35 finalist, I don’t think so that we were going to lose his dance be cause we have the huge asset that stimulates the confidence to perform the dance floor! If you don’t mind,
If you remember during the presconvo in angono, there was a question that stated in a paper that asks the versatility of a dancer now! That ursb dancer preferred to dance the modern, and the press said that we also consider to the classic dance.
For me we I e mail my sentiments because of one reason that being a THE PILLARS columnist can understand, this is my question to you being a writer, WHAT DO YOU FEEL IF YOUR WRITE UP IS GOOD ENOUGH AND ITS NOT ABLE TO PUBLISHED, that’s what I mean! It has something to do between GLORY OF BLISS AND FRUSTTRATION
We are not begging for the scholarship or anything that needs excessive money, yet we wont to dance under the banner of this school and bring the name of school high in the field of dancing, we want to earn respect to the other school, and we want to prove that ursb can produce a good ballroom dancer. We have the passion to dance! And one thing I wonder is that where is the athletic fund goes, evaporate????
I’m not asking you to pubished this sentiments! Yet it could contribute you as a write!!!!! Thank you the pillar and more power!!!!! Anyway I love the column bout the basketball goal!!!!!!!!! Congrats it work

sentiments towards his college tour

Posted by Benedick.Ramos on 10:30 PM
COLLEGE TOUR:
IS IT WORTH IT OR EXPENSIVE???????


FROM THE LEFT:
( ME, RONNEL GACETTA, JAYPEE MECABALU, AND GLENN BALUNGGAYA)




Here we go again; the students are busy mingling their classmates about their sentiments towards the college tour payments. The amounts P650.oo are very popular topic for the students on how they will go to pay with it. Even myself also thinking on how to pay it, did my allowance of being a student assistant is enough? Do I have to prioritize the tour or do I need to pay first my balance of my tuition fee? Those were the questions distort my mind, during that time, before the payments.
The Homiletics administration of school were imposing the college tour for the seek of the knowledge for the students. These were the place we used to visit: GSIS MUSEUM, the museum where you can view the PERSIAN LIFE PAINTING of Amorsolo. It cost 46million pesos; I really wondered how come that the price of those paintings was so expensive even if it is not so awesome at all. To tell you frankly Im not an aficionado of paintings ever since but I already heard that paintings.
In central bank museum the only thing I really admired is the ancient jewelry because I love jewelry .they have also lots of paintings and art work that even my classmates didn’t understand what’s the inner meaning because we didn’t able to read the information posted . We only have a short time to spend.
`MALL OF ASIA which I already visited many times, we spend a lots of time for almost three hours. A time wasting experience,while walking around the establishments which you didn’t even get knowledge. And we spend our lunch for almost three hours and there you go!!!!!! The students are satisfied on that kind of experience in MALL OF ASIA.
LASTLY the highlights of the said tour, the STAR CITY amusements park!!!!!!! Which they consider it as a finale, and we ride, and enjoy. If Im going to describe it. It would be beyond description in the since that I can feel the enjoyments because im still thinking my tuition fee.
Over all the day past and we go home. Now lets analyzed is it worth it for the knowledge you’ve gained on the said tour or is it worth because you are exempted of the project and punishments and you got additional points to your subject from your professor. if ever you were not able to attend the tour . Let me leave you a message we joined the tour because of the amount of knowledge we learned and not the face value of 650 was wasted.
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